Thursday, November 13, 2008

so, everyday that seems to go by my respect level rises for existing parents and moreso the single parents. It has been a challenge waking up in the morning to feed a hungry infant. So this morning around 2:30 i woke up to feed my daughter and man was it hard to wake up but i did and we do cause the baby needs to be fed and i would punch anyman who has left their baby crying cause they were to lazy to feed the baby. Anyways, as i woke up to prepare the bottle, get the baby from its bassoneut, sit in the shair to feed her, throw the burp clothe over my shoulder, wrap her bib around her neck, and when i finally laid eyes on my baby to slide the bottle into her little mouth i was filled with joy and made me smile to see how beautiful she was. it immediately brought me back to think wow, this is why we do this and it shouldn't be a burden. God loves us so much and is always always there to hear our cry for more and when we are hungry he is there to feed us whether or not we deserve it but with that said, we do deserve it cause He sees us just as He sees Jesus Christ. I've never been this happy in my life time.

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